I am the Manic Pixie Dream Domme. Bring to me your grey, wistful, dreary life, seeking some sense of… View More

So every year I tend to go back and reflect on the last year's resolutions, and then make up resolutions for the new year. 2012, for the… View More

Last month I celebrated my 29th birthday, and I spent it feeling very much like an adult- a Groupon-funded spa… View More

Trigger Warning: This discusses abuse, why someone would stay in an abusive situation, self-blame, loss of friends. It's part of a series about losing… View More

I had expected that going to London was going to be somewhat difficult. It had been years since I last visited, after all, and when I… View More

  [gallery type="slideshow"] This weekend I, and many other people I consider chosen family, said goodbye to an era and a venue where I came of age, forged the person I am today, and found, for the first time, a home. Tears were shed, hearts felt broken, we held each other to tell stories about the beautiful moments we had enjoyed. It felt a little bare already, a bit naked, as the curtained and draped decor had already… View More

It's been a little while since I've last updated this blog. I'm hoping to write more regularly in 2014, but I've found it strange how the… View More

New Years Resolutions are one of those things that I have tended to do for years and years. It's interesting when you write down your resolutions online, because you can go back through the… View More

So, I'm thirty now, which conceivably makes me more of a Proper Adult than being in my twenties. I certainly feel under more pressure to behave like an Adult, to have Real Furniture and be… View More

I'm usually fairly secure in my fat body. Most days I love my round tummy, and my stretch-marked breasts, and my thick thighs, and even my jiggly upper arms. I perform in pornography, have… View More