Category / fake it til you make it

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A Little Exhausted: Self-Care Struggles

So I haven't updated for a couple of weeks, in part because I've been really busy planning for upcoming… View More

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holding patterns

“When you have nobody you can make a cup of tea for, when nobody needs you, that's when I think life is… View More

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Identity Crisis

This last week, I had a meltdown. The Boy and I almost broke up (twice), communication seemed to be at a standstill, everything was just Too Much. I cracked, and… View More

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parallelogram

wegotism (no 'u' in moving on... but there is in 'future'...) (2003) you say i mirror your interior, the things you hide behind your eyes you tell me that you want to reach in the looking glass it's hard to piece back together a past when it's been smashed stained colors and made beautiful, worshiped like a church and i think you're still… View More

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Spanksgiving! And a lot of serious stuff too.

Trigger warning: Abuse, mention of roots of Thanksgiving I tend to be fairly good at finding things to be grateful for every day, so in some… View More

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Stage 5: Acceptance

Trigger Warning: This discusses abuse, why someone would stay in an abusive situation, self-blame, loss of friends. It's part of a series about losing… View More

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Verbal Vulnerability

It's been a little while since I've last updated this blog. I'm hoping to write more regularly in 2014, but I've found it strange how the… View More

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Fat, Fit, and the Struggle In Between

I'm usually fairly secure in my fat body. Most days I love my round tummy, and my stretch-marked breasts, and my thick thighs, and even my jiggly upper arms. I perform in pornography, have… View More

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Perfect for Summer: #LoseHateNotWeight (and a giveaway!)

Every summer is a constant battle between wanting to feel comfortable in the clothes I'm wearing and not die… View More

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"Radical Self-Reliance" Is Killing People.

Trigger warning: frank discussion of suicide Ok. I've been sitting on these feelings for a long time, and some of my dear readers have probably heard me rant about this in person, but I have a bone to pick with some… View More