Category / love is a dog from hell

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mending fences

I'm not entirely sure what to do with myself. Sh was here- came to Burning Man, and spent some time in San Francisco, so we spent a fair bit of time together. In fact, I encouraged him not to read this blog til afterwards, since I had written some pretty raw stuff and didn't want us to just argue about who did what to whom. I was terrified, walking through the walkway to the arrivals lounge to meet him, totally unsure how I… View More

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oh for fuck's sake

I have a lot of patience. I've laughed when people have said I have the patience of a saint, but I will generally take a lot of bullshit in stride. It's taken me a long… View More

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hey, jealousy

There's a big monogamy vs polyamory brainfuck going on in my head at the moment, probably because I'm as single as I've even been. I've been in the poly world since I was 18, if not a bit before, really. I always had multiple relationships going on, whether it be via cheating or polyamory or serial monogamy. I know that my eyes tend to wander, and the rest of me follows close behind. Never mind that my work requires I have… View More

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loving with the hands wide fucking open goddamnit if it kills me

Well, as per usual, it's been a while since I've blogged, and I'll be posting a few blog entries today to make up for lost time. The events… View More

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green in every sense

Well, incredibly quickly- I won my erotic award for Ladies High Tea and Pornography Society. :) I'm very pleased about it, and hope to get back into it soon. I miss having a space for women to enjoy porn without it being a sexual environment. Anyway. That's not ultimately what I wanted to blog about. I have a couple rolling around in my brain, but, first things first. My boypup is going on a play date with someone tomorrow- the… View More

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where do we go from here?

"Passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping...waiting...and though unwanted...unbidden...it will stir...open its jaws, and howl. It speaks to us...guides us. Passion rules us all. And we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. the joy of love...the clarity of hatred...and the ecstasy of… View More

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dysfunctional

My fingertips, almost every single one, are either bleeding or have scabs. I have been so anxious for the last week that I've had to repaint my nails 4 times, and try as I might to keep myself from biting my cuticles, it hasn't… View More

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Sex Worker? Blogger/Writer? I Need You by Sunday!

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Valentine's Gift Guide for the Jaded

So with Valentine's Day fast approaching there's loads of half-acceptable candy being pushed in the shops, hearts shaped boxes that look like footballs, and cards ranging from sickeningly sweet to disgustingly tender. Ugh. Not everyone is interested in "romance" as peddled by the folks at Hallmark. If you're nodding at that, then this guide is for you, and the ones you want to reward on this corporate holiday for putting up… View More

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Gor vs Feminism- the battle rages on

I was just reading a post in a blog I occasionally glance over, "Ramblings of a Kajira". I'll freely admit, I am both fascinated and a little wary of Gorean dynamics, but am generally pretty happy to live and let live. An… View More