wegotism (no 'u' in moving on... but there is in 'future'...) (2003) you say i mirror your interior, the things you hide behind your eyes you tell me that you want to reach in the looking glass it's hard to piece back together a past when it's been smashed stained colors and made beautiful, worshiped like a church and i think you're still… View More

Update: -I have spent a lot of time containing my incredible anxiety so that I can be someone people can get support from. When I moved here, I vowed I didn't want to be read as crazy anymore, so I hid it, mostly successfully. -Things have been close to a tipping point for a while. -Mike left me a week and a half ago, in part because my fear was controlling him and it wasn't functional, in… View More

the words hit like a tsunami.   i was watering our future straightening the linens making space for you in my life warming the hearth for you when you came home.   it was a beautiful day. we had kissed, declared our… View More

it may not always be so; and i say that if your lips, which i have loved, should touch another's, and your dear strong fingers clutch his heart, as mine in time not far away; if on another's face your sweet hair lay in such a silence as i know, or such great writhing words as, uttering overmuch, stand helplessly before the spirit at bay; if this should be, i say if this should be- you of… View More

So, I went to Burning Man. Learned some things about myself. -I don't actually need to see the Man burn. More important to come early to help out, and then leave without a massive line. Also, I really like having a stop to rest rather than driving straight home. -I'm a lot more fit than I expect. Biking did not provide any issues for me except for that the seat hurt my tailbone. -I am not in fact frigid, like I sometimes… View More

So last year I presented "En/Forced Femme- Sex Workers and Social Media" at SXSW, and it was really a big step for me as a presenter and as someone moving into the social media field. I knew I wanted to go again, so I created two presentations this year, and I'd love to get your help voting them up! Voting is open from August 13-August 31st, so please signal boost, blog, write articles, anything you can do to help us… View More

This last week, I had a meltdown. The Boy and I almost broke up (twice), communication seemed to be at a standstill, everything was just Too Much. I cracked, and… View More

If you weren't at last weekend's Cum and Glitter performance, you missed out. Big time. I'm sorry for you. I don't have photos of everyone's number, but here's the teaser photos for my scene with Poppy Cox, a delicious pinkish-purple haired bike smut babe who came down… View More

I want to give you an idea of the sort… View More

Kink.com has built a reputation for being an ethical porn site who puts the models first and is great to work for. Many a battle against pornography, particularly BDSM pornography, has been fought and won because of their model policies, which set a high standard for how porn can be filmed. I personally struggled with that idea of "ethics" due to some of their policies about who they hire, the whole "virginity" debacle, and their depictions… View More