I'm not sure where my desire to be the boy's little girl came from. It definitely sideswiped me. I had defended adult babies against judgmental sex workers online before, but didn't feel any connection to them- I always said I got to act like a kid often, in the Bay Area's whirl of costumes and parties, so why wear a romper suit? And as for the other side,… View More

So my first ageplay party did not go very well. Honestly, I had a shitty time. I felt resentful of the parental role, cranky to be in little girl space without someone to take care of me, bored, jealous of the boy being changed and having a good time when I wasn't... it was just kind of awful. I think I… View More

A friend of mine just posted about how, when you get to your mid-twenties or so, parents feel carte blanche to talk about or joke about their sexual proclivities, and how it's TMI and usually super uncomfortable. To each their own, certainly, but I must say that I am glad and thankful each and every day that my family is open to discussing sexuality,… View More

As the boy used to be vegan, and friends and sweeties of mine similarly prefer vegan, latex-safe,… View More

I can't really say there was a time relating to my sexuality that I was closeted. As I grew up, and expanded my interests, I felt pretty comfortable telling my friends and family where I was going- I came out as bisexual, then as kinky, then as poly, then as queer. I'm very lucky in that way. Even when I was in school, where being queer wasn't ok, I made it through without too much hassle. While I basically live my life under a stage name, I… View More

So while the boy was here I insisted we sit down and watch… View More

So on Tuesday I brought the boy to the airport. He was off to London again, while I had to stay here, still uncertain about… View More

The boy and I went to Good Vibrations in Berkeley to pick up some massage oil after we… View More

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Well, as some of you know, a few weeks ago, pre Burning Man, we went to an ageplay party at the Citadel. While I like some aspects of ageplay from the perspective of being the little girl, I've discovered that yes, I resent being the parent. As someone who has often been the responsible one who keeps things together, and, generally, the Top, I want space to be taken care of, not further… View More